I am Flora, born Wabikoni. I never saw the point of having a laptop, but my two children bought me one for my birthday. They installed two games on it: Cookie Clicker and Kiwi Clicker. Games, I think, that are rather strange. Just click to see the numbers go up. For Cookie Clicker, it’s the cookies' number. For Kiwi Clicker, it’s kiwis converted into gold coins called Krown Coins. Although I don't understand their appeal, I play them a bit every day. When I first triggered the Grandmapocalypse, I had a panic attack. I also had one with Kiwi Clicker when I discovered the type of king that devours kiwis (birds) delivering kiwis (fruits). It made me feel so ashamed. How can I associate imaginary content with what I suffered at the Indian Residential School? It doesn't make any sense. I haven't told my relatives because I don't want them to forbid me to play Cookie Clicker and Kiwi Clicker. I'm old enough to decide what to do with my life. I can face my fears in a way and still play the games.